13 January, 2025

Dear fellow readers,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I haven't updated in so long --_--'

It is currently 1:55am where I live, and I had this urge to write something on a blog I worked so hard to create and bring into existence. 

I have an important orientation tomorrow for my new job at 7am and I am still awake so good luck to me tomorrow. 

Did I tell you I have 3 jobs now? If I haven't now you know. I just wanted to work 2 jobs but got 3 by accident? Anyway, I will see how it goes and if it is too much, I can always quit one. Definitely no pressure guys. (crying gif) Couldn't care less to add a gif right now haha

Anyway, what did you guys do for Christmas and new year's? Mine was pretty boring. Had a ton of plans but each of them got cancelled so... that was fun :/ BUT I did get to set up the Christmas tree, and might I add, my FIRST Christmas tree! it was quite fun. 

Other than that, I have been very consistent with gym, and I actually quite enjoy going to gym now! I have lost 6 kilos since the last time I checked my weight which is ideal but I still haven't lost my belly pooch so it must be my diet :(( I will try to maintain a healthy diet from now on. TRY. 

I think, mentally, I am in a better place compared to last time. Of course, there are days where I have my outburst of not feeling enough, not doing enough, not being given enough, its never enough. But, I think, for now, I am actually doing quite well.

Oh wait! Something amazing and exciting has been happening in my life recently and I couldn't have been more grateful for it. First of all, thank you universe for the abundance!

THE BIG NEWS:

dun Dun DUN!!!

I have been receiving offers for collabs through my TikTok videos! How exciting is that? 

I cannot believe this is real!

So far, I have received glasses, skincare and clothing! I have more skincare and some contact lenses coming through. I actually want to make more outfit videos as that's where my passion lies but WOW, I am so grateful for this abundance and opportunity. Thank you thank you thank you!

Alright, I better go to sleep soon if I want to get *checks time* at least 4 hours of sleep considering its already 2am now. 

P.S I added a message box if any of you is ever reading my diary entries, feel free to leave a message! I would love to read them. Know that I love you all and thank you for taking your time to read through my very-close-to-heart entries <3